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| Hey y'all. Myspace is better. You should go scheck it out! haha..but really. thats where I write now..so um...yea..go there. | | |
| hey! look!! im updating..haha, sorry i havent done that in a while. i have been so busy lately, with school and band and boys..ugh..dont even get me started with boys...gr..
hm..too many problems i dont even wanna talk about it..i truely wouldnt know where to start so im just gonna ignore that topic.
bleh..im sorry, but i dont really have anything else to say, oh! i might be singing a song at my church. okay, well bye for now.
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| hey! man, life is crazy aint it? hm. lets see, these past few day have been kinda weird. two people told me they liked me (WOAH!) big shock, and the sad part is that i dont think i like them back, so i have to deliver sad news and i dont like doing that..bummer.
hm, halo night was a blast. david showed up! woohoo! and well it was just fun. saturday i had band practice in the morning and then went to the coffee bean after that with dallas and eric. that was pretty cool, we just hung out there for about an hour or so. then i came home and did nothing really till about 4 when me and my famlia went to adam's and colton's house to see scooter and eat some dinner. (yummy carne asada) and that is when i found out that toby (their dog) is sick with tick fever or something..and he couldnt really walk, so he didnt eat or drink or pee...it was so sad, they took him outside to pee and in the middle of doing his thing he just dropped. deb was crying..i almost started crying. and then this morning russ took toby to the foothills to be put to sleep, so so sad. they are going to have him cremated (however you spell it). hm..very sad. on a little happier note, the message in the morning service today was great! i wish i could say so for encounter though, im sorry and i hate to be mean but mr. and mrs. marquette are doing a really bad job at teaching the morning youth service. it is constantly getting of subject and somehow a dirty joke is always managed to be thrown in there, it is really starting to bug me. dont get me wrong they are great people, they just arent very good at teaching teans.
hm, well i think that is about it for now. love yall! talk to you later and God Bless!
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| hey guys, i havent posted in a while so i thought i would give a shot. im grounded right now so im not really supposed to be online..but its ok. hm..lets life has been hm..interesting these past few days, or weeks...whichever. many new things have been brought into my life and many past things have been brought back. but yet things have been taken away also. if you dont understand ill explain it to ya later.
bleh. lets see. this friday is halo night at CBC and this sunday Jesse is supposed to be at church. hm..key word supposed. haha. who knows if he'll show up. hopefully though. well im sorry guys but thats all i really got to say at the moment, ill try to update more often. love ya mucho! buh bye and HAVE A GREAT DAY!
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| Hm wow, you know what i just realized that makes me sad. that all my friends only care about me when im depressed. no one cares when im just me..i know that you guys are here for me and all..but you dont seem to care when im just normal. hm, idk..it seems like there is this big conspiracy against me..but then i think to myself.."no, im retarded shh" eh..whatever.
i also realized that there is no one out there for me. i have no partner. or so it seems. there are those that i have liked or that i like now but do they like me back? no. i feel so lonely in this huge world. everytime i see a couple holding hands or hugging or kissing it hurts me a little bit more. i want to have that feeling of being loved. i want to feel like i belong some where..to have that certain person to be with. someone that i think about all the time and that he will do the same. i just want to hold hands..to announce that "he" is my boyfriend. i miss that feeling..but i guess god has his wonderful little plan. he gonna make me wait forever then that perfect guy will be there..you watch. hm..CANT WAIT! lol
well i feel better, i guess letting it all out helps. i must get going now..so ill catch ya later skater!
Who I love today:
1)My teddy bear
2)One up above
3)Angela
4)secret one
5)everyone else! | | |
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